Shukran shukran shukran Ya Allah,YA Rabbi..thank You...
I heard birds whistling outside my window,..sound sweet as usual..slowly i opened one side of my eyes, lazy....smile to myself as well.. out of sudden Daxi Baxino king horizonto the 3rd cross my mind..(where r u).. lying beside me, small litte boy mysweetheart...i touch his nose, he pull my fingers,,hi hi..u look so plain n innocent,,,i kiss his cheek..thanks Allah.. .I m still alive till now, may be for another day, an hour or ....before u call me home..its just a short journey n its just a short period..its a trial place for me...within this short period i have gone thru hourly, daily test, monthly test, yearly exam, short term and long term trial...my result> scaring me<....i m no where..too tiny..nothing i could proud of..shy to present.....Ya Rabbi...forgive me..bless me..i m not qualified for any reward..i begged u ALLAH, FORGIVE ME..I M SCARED
Its a beautiful world..hiii what a sound..my PINKY and PET THE BROTHER making noise..My 2 lazy bugs bunny....ALARM!! I jumped out my bed===SAHUR SAHUR SAHUR...Masyaallah..ya habibi, i haven't prepare anything yet for my 5 little children...today fullhouse,they were home again...
My sincere feelings to cook make me always happy cooking for others ...to see them rushing for seats n listening my little cute boy praying for DOA kept me smiling while cooking. My 3rd always complaining for i seldom eat together with them..seeing them eating i m fulled..somemore i takes herbs constantly for past 10 years..n as a result, my body maintained like 30s...Always in my mind...."JADIKAN UBAT SEBAGAI MAKANAN MU DAN MAKANANMU SEBAGAI UBAT" means 'MEDICINE AS FOOD AND FOOD AS MEDICINE' ...oh no..surely not drugs (even being allowed) in my list for sure....or otherwise NII NII NII... ambulance outside my door...mom n sibling always told me that i m the worst cook in the world,,tasteless,,,,,,its very true....elehhh its ok...who cares, i m sincere to do it,..always volunteer...n always ready to listen to any complain.....he he he..first person to complain is my 7th sister..bla bla bla...last she gathered dirty dish n bowl ordered me to wash...well as time passed by i improved a lot..my first dish was " fried egg" which turned to be "burnt egg"....nowadays egg turned to chicken already...the secret is==== GOOD BETTER BEST
NEVER LEFT IT REST ,,,
TILL YOUR GOOD IS BETTER,,,,
N YOUR BETTER IS BEST.................Mm i right????????? That was my late teachers' Allahyarham CIKGU DAUD advice before i left for boarding school..Alfatihah for him. Somemore always start cooking with BISMILLAH n continue Salawat for Rasullullah s.a.w..Insyaallah.....delicious to me n my children.. may be not to outsiders.....
At last , its now 4.30a.m lay on the marbled round table...teng teng teng!! FRIED CHICKEN...MUSHROOM SOUP WITH BLACKPEPPER,SAMBAL BELACAN (of course Melaka made..clean and no colour added) , FRIED CHEMPEDAK,CHICKEN CURRY PAU,yesterdays' KORMA JELLY DESSERT, ORANGE,RADIX DIET COFFEE n ALerGy TEA for everybody .....yummy yummy...i shouts exactly like Tarzan....BAAANGUNN!!!..sounds that makes everybody feel like to swaaallow me...early too early >>.....but guaranteed you,,,it works....hi hi...
RADIX COFFEE in my hand, i sit infront LCD n TADARUS AL QURAN still on.....MASYAALLAH...RINDU.... RINDU.....RINDU......my tears drop slowly, warm n i feel like to fly, to be there,.....really miss u so much...AZAN SUBUH....Mom where r u...Dad, i hope u r still alive...i need u so much, hug me DAD..Al-Fatihah..
